FutsuNoTenshiNai

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I'm Sorry by yuumei, journal

I'm Sorry

Jan 20, 2016

I finally realized that my traumatic past has been catching up to me. My unresolved fears and pain of abandonment as a child by my parents has seeped into my adult life. It triggers extreme reactions in me that drives people close to me away. I like to pretend to be strong. That whatever comes at me in life, I'll just pull myself up again and get over it. I'd like to believe that what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. I'd like to pretend that if I somehow draw out pain, and put it on canvas, that the pain will be contained on canvas, and not deep inside me. But that's not true. When I'm knocked down and broken, and left to pick up the piece

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About FutsuNoTenshiNai

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Artist // Student // Varied

Mar 4
United States
Deviant for 11 years
She / Her

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I absolutely adore art and really hope to go to art school after highschool . . .

and hopefully become a mangaka one (or a fashion designer . . . maybe both)

Favourite TV Shows

SailorMoon , Hetalia, LuckyStar

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Avril Lavigne, Three Days Grace, Sick Puppies

Other Interests

cooking/baking, drawing, painting, making jewelry, writing, designing

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FutsuNoTenshiNai

May 21, 2014

Summer Art School

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sooo . . . . . . .  About two months ago I sent in an application and portfolio for a scholarship into a summer art program in LA, California.  Wednesday, of last week I received a call telling me that I got a full tuition scholarship into the program.  All I have to take care of is room, board, and supplies, which is easier to take care of than all of it.  I'M SUPER EXCITED!!!!!!  So I'll be spending July in LA at the summer art program studying fashion design (my specialized course) and intermediate drawing (my foundation course).

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FutsuNoTenshiNai

Jul 23, 2013

SailorMoon 30-Day Challenge : Day 7

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Most Handsome Character? Ok, I know I keep on mentioning Him but, TUXEDO MASK!!!!!!!! (Mamoru) I just love him sooo much.  Why can't there be a guy like him in real life. And no, I don't just love him because he vights evil in a tux.  He's just soo cool.

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FutsuNoTenshiNai

Jul 21, 2013

Sailormoon 30-Day Challenge : Day 6

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(so I keep forgetting) A couple that you wish existed? (Does that mean in real life, if so) Sailormoon and Tuxedo Mask . . . I know I keep saying these two but . . .  I JUST LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH . . . I would so wanna be sailormoon in that relationship . . . I really love Tuxedo Mask

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bobcow09

Sep 8, 2016

Thanks for the watch! :) (Smile)

pinkythepink

Aug 16, 2015

Thank you for the favorites, it really means ever so much to me that you enjoy my artwork! I invite you to add me to your watch so that you can see all the future beaded and stitched pieces I have planned!